Vincent The Dragon

PandaParty made me do this

1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Ummm...it's pictures of screenshots for installing MySQL on a MAC

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
Nothing.

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Something in PBS about animals invading human living spaces

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
5:00

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4:36

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Duster on the bed licking herself

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
hour ago, putting away some tools

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
umm...a er..toy..i got in the mail

9.) What are you wearing?
shorts, T shirt, my anklet

10.) What did you dream about last night?
Scott

11.) When did you last laugh?
oh my, I don't remember

12.) What are on the walls of the room you are in?
motherboards, shelves, my sword, a dragon poster, a pic of Scott, peg board, calender and my electronics degree.

13) Did you see anything weird lately?
nothing that i can remember

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
I say it on Rogerandum's page and thought it was neat

15.) What was the last film you saw?
300

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
new car, teeth, a house in Canada

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
my brothers name in David

18.) If you could change one thing about the world...
Dragon's would not have to hide

19.) Do you like to dance?
no..um..NO

20.) George Bush...
Moron doesn't have a clue that he is being used by others to make their war

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Marie

22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Herman

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
sometimes...

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Pearly Gates?
“You never stopped trying to understand”

25.) Tag 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
-_- I don't know 4 people that have journals...

yeah well I've been lazy and not done anything lately
My Mate is making a new house for us in Second Life - it's looking really goot!
^_^

within ten minuets of crossing the border into the USA, I notice one major thing...Filth...Trash everywhere, it's not like that in Canada, it's clean, people care. Here, there is trash everywhere, its disgusting.

Today was most certainly a day I'll never forget and forever treasure.

Ketchup potato chips...yup...i ate them today. They are are not totally hideous ^_^

Sighs....i suck..plain and simple. I thought I had gotten over my inability to take control and be more forceful..i though wrong...un-familiar surroundings, I turn in. Un-familiar people, I turn in. Un-familiar situations, even ones I want and dream about, I turn in or run away...Which is the true me then, the one I feel I am or the one I keep showing others?

i felt it coming on during the week..i should have know better...When i have periods of lucid creativity is a good sign that i am getting sick...With all the windy mush/slush/rain we had during the week...It started to hit me Friday, got worse in the trip up and Sunday i felt really really bad. High fever, i am sure, my upper back and neck are still hurting and I'm not feeling the best..but..Scott had a chest cold too, we joked that we seem to always do things together..I must have given him my sickness too...He went to the hospital last nigh...
...
I am sorry Love, i wish i was by your side...at least i could keep your water glass filled or give you tissues or something.

You ill, it's prolly un-intentionally my fault and i can't do nothing about it

;_;

What to say...hrmmm...
Been really busy at work and home – getting ready for to see my Scott ^_^
We are going to spend most of a week in closer proximity, i've been giddy with anticipation..I wish i could jump in the truck right now, drive like 400miles/hr to give him a kiss as he heads out for work.

It feels more, for lack of a better word, Right this time..I mean the relationship. I learned and loved and still do Qat and Ty. They will forever have a place in my heart, not matter where i am. I do wish they were near..I will see them again some day, i promise.

Long distance relationships are hard...i know, “no Shit” right?...Well i think we do pretty good with what we have. We have known each other for little over a year..my how it seems longer. Perhaps its the feeling of familiarity or oneness that makes the time seem longer for me...The fates are a damn silly bunch, placing us on this Earth so far apart...Well some day that will change, Dragons have wings after all...

There is a picture of you Scott, on my tack board of you in front of that neat building..your wide smile ^_^ It makes me smile when i see it too, on the outside and in...makes me warm, happy, longing.

Far to long had they been
Those secrets of my mind
Far to long were there
things I should have said
The darkness of all, I was lost in fall
searching for reason
searching for time

I waited for that winter sun and that cold light of day
emerged in ghosts of childhood fears
the pressure built until stand it more, I could not

I threw myself in the sea of feelings.
I let those waves wash over me.
The fear of Love I did face
Dragon's tears of sad, turned then to glad
The wings I had now could fly
and I shed those tears I could not cry
My self that was behind the ice
I feel him now as your warmth made to break the ice
I have little power of this, and you know I am still afraid
those walls they have crumbled
the water is moved away, the me I was has slipped away
and as I slowly stand on the beach, all cold remains of the me I was before
are burned away by the warmth of you

Nice weather this weekend - Mmmm..It was a great feeling having the warm air on the skin, sun shining.. *purr*..Got a good deal of work done on the house.

I can't wait to see you Scott...I'd love to stand in the sun with you in my arms

You would not know it from looking here but quite a lot has happened recently actually. Lets start with the teeth...Well..The root canal went fine ($700) and the crown is on its way after the dentist put a re-enforcing pin in the tooth and took castings for the crown ($1200). The lower molar seems to be ok-ish but i can tell by the way it feels that it will have to be root canaled some time as well – Lets hope they can save the crown thats on it, chances are good since it is a steel crown and not porcelain.

Lets see, plans for going to my Love is well in hand ^__^

Fancy has a nasty urinary tract infection that i had to take a day out of work to bring her to the vet, she got anti-biotic and is doing much better

And I had a friend and his Mate over for the weekend for some movies, nice meals I cooked, enjoying me prance around the lair necked, borrowing my bandwidth, mutual pawing and stuffing the dragons muzzle *^_^*

the rain comes and as the temperature waxes and wanes it turns to ice, then snow, than back to ice as Mother Nature rants undecided. The trappings of mankind interrupted as the world bends to her power. The trees naked in the storm awake to find themselves in a sheen of glass. Beautiful but heavy, sullen and like delicate crystal works some break and shatter and splinter themselves upon the land, draping and pulling against the wires of humanity. So then dose humanity hovel itself inside, disconnected from the warmth they have so been accustomed to. Like all thing the glass passes, the warmth of the sun breaches the world of crystal and ice. The delicate still covered structures become wet and bright like sugar candy sucked wet by the sun. Slowly the wires of humanity are strung anew and they get back to the lives they knew. Some perhaps more worse the wear, some angry about things they can not move, and the rest reflective in the face of Natures eternal grip on the world. We are but just one of the creatures that walk upon her, and although we alone of them all have the power to both destroy and save Her, we should not forget that she has the same power over us.

Yup..big ass ice storm, been without power since Sunday night and yet still...I find it disconcerting however that in the community that i live in..not a single person has managed to get out of their homes and check on their neighbors, Make sure everyone is dry and warm for the night, clothed or hungry..No, they rely on those they put in power to save them, hold their hands and tell them what to do...what to consume; for it's all they know how to do..Take, consume...It's no wonder the USA is where its at..all the power of the Sates has been chiseled away, as the constitution is re-written to put the power of the people on the hands of the Federal government...it's easier that way..you don't have to take responsibly or be expected to produce anything.

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Sooo..i had this laptop, its old. At some point a few years ago i took it all apart to see if i would be useful as an Mp3 player for the truck. It was not going to work for that so i went in a box. I dug it out...eep..it's back together and working again ^_^ not totally sure what I'm going to end up using it for but it will be fun to play with.
Thanks Scott for inspiring me to get it out and toy with it.

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Well...I'm in the chair again...
Trying to concentrate and come up with stuff to say and i am coming up mostly blank.
Iv'e been a bit lazy lately, just hanging out in SL or watchen Babylon 5.
My love for Scott keeps going ^_^ I long for the time when we can progress the relationship but it will be slow due to distance and stuff (pout).

Wow...the nurse just noted that my chart needs 'thinned out' removing and archiving the stuff in the back of the file so it's not so thick...I've had Crohn's for 21 years...For a long time it ruled my existence...I've come a long way.
(^_^)
I think i'mma be lazy and watch tv..

Review was today..on a scale of 0-9 i got a 5.12.
No..I said NO..I rate better than a just slightly marginal amount above 'meets expectations'
After much talk, bossman asks what he thinks i should be so I say "7"
...
He says he will see what he can do, during our conversation about various points on my review worksheet he did admit and say i had some good ideas and whatnots...we will see...

ok..so. Dental appointment...cleaned teeth, flied the cavity that was noticed last visit..oops i have 2 more. Where do they come from..i do everything i am supposed to, cut out nearly all sodas, even stopped drinking as much coffee as i used to...Well..it come from Crohn's disease..yup..we have higher acid in our saliva and it causes the issue when we sleep...so I guess i must stop sleeping now as well..oh! yeas and that one tooth ths bee odd - its dead - no reason, just died, that means root canal...todays visit $800, root canal will cost $500 and the crown for it will be another $700...

-_-
Dragon NOT happy