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Well, its remicade time again…so here I sit…
A lot has happened since the last time I was here. Life affirming soul lightening good things. I have found a friend that has helped me to realize things about myself, made me feel good about myself. I have decided to open up and let the world se the real me..not the one I have shown them in the past..if they don’t like it they can stuff it. I find myself with the confidence to open up to people and feel comfortable talking about just normal stuff…I am sure I have a long way to go, no doubt there will be instances of pain and rejection but…if I don’t get out there and try…alone and in pain will I die. I have no intentions of being alone in life anymore.
Second life is great, I have met and learned things and people there…but I need to cut back a bit…my first life needs my attention right now…I still plan to spend lots of time there…but it does not need to be my crutch anymore.
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