Vincent The Dragon

It would seem that as of late, my entries into the blog have been not as frequent.

I shall no doubt make up for it by this wall of text forthcoming.
or maybe not is i seem to be drawing a blank.
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I am setting at some ones house that i do not know, in a creativity shut in.
An interesting thought, sounds fun - more so if i knew these people. Thats not entirely true as i am here with Qat and Ty. (^_^). I have been here since Wed night, i really love these guys and am happy that they now live only 4 hours away. I am sure that i will spend time up here with them on a regular basis. `i may yet find what that which is missing from my life.

i am typing this on a mac mini - i don't like its keyboard at all...oh my
Qat is next to me typing on my laptop and being creative, Ty is on the other side strumming lightly on his guitar. It makes me blurry eyed (:^_^;).

Soon the time will come for me to find a lair of my own - as is before, i still wish i had the financial where with all to afford to make the move to live closer still to them but four hours are infinitely better than a thousand miles away.

i ran out of ideas already...oh noes!

how can i have a wall of text without bricks?
i am a watcher it seems, watching others from a distance. Both content in what i learn from observation and yet longing to be in the mix of the things they are experiencing. As i set here my eyes drift to the others and i watch them do their things, I listen to the conversations of the ones speaking. Grabbing bits and pieces of what they are talking about and wondering what kind of people they are. Would they be the type of person that would become a friend to me. A new person arrives, another; hello new person to observe. No..observation denotes that i would learn something. It sounds to be a part of the scientific process...no i feel i am a watcher. Yes, it's true i do learn things from watching but not to the level i think that one would gain from a more scientific or cerebral. If its a quality i still posses, i don't feel i utalise it anymore...not to the degree that i once did. No, i don't still have it, it's just not used anymore, not to the degree that i once was capable of.