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Lost is not the right word – Qat, I will always love you, always. You saved me; you made me want to live again. You gave me hope, when I thought there was none; you showed me tenderness and the possibility of worth and love. I know we will never be Mates to the degree that I feel that word warrants. However, that does not detract in any way from how I feel about the rest of our relationship. I still want to live our lives together, learn, love, grow, teach, help and care for. We will be two sets of mates, connected as a loving family.
( ^_^ + (^_^) ) + ( ^..^ + =^.^= ) = Us
Bunny and Qat are Mates, true and simple. Scott and (with all my heart I do so wish will be so) I are Mates.
I don't know what to truly call you Qat, I may still refer to you as mate, just not as Mate – many may not see the distinction, and it does not detract my feelings for you. We will never share our beds, you will never be my lover, and that changes nothing of my feeling towards you, or you, Scott, or you, Tyler. We will be together on the steps of life, side-by-side, with our mates’ paws in our own.
Most of all, I thank you for your patience and understanding in the trying time we have just passed; a new dawn has arisen for us all. I also thank Scott, for caring so deeply for me; I love you so very much. Thanks go also to our mutual friends who have helped and talked to us as well. Scott, my dear sweet Scott, you have been by my side, for so long. I have been by yours as well. We continue to love and learn and grow. I'll be there by your side for as long as time on this earth will allow. Our continual devotion to each other will never separate us, no matter what paths our lives take us upon.