Vincent The Dragon

My relationship with Connor Fox is growing - but we have both been un-mated for to short a time and know this...So we will give it a few months.

He is really sweet, into a lot of the same..mmm...kinks i am. Fits that attraction to the younger men i have only he is attracted to the older men - Yay for me!

Mebe it will go somewhere, mebe it will not...i am torn ... future up near Qat and TY? Future with Foxxy? Future alone? and what of my dear friend Scott, my feelings for him did not just vanish...

It would seem that as of late, my entries into the blog have been not as frequent.

I shall no doubt make up for it by this wall of text forthcoming.
or maybe not is i seem to be drawing a blank.
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I am setting at some ones house that i do not know, in a creativity shut in.
An interesting thought, sounds fun - more so if i knew these people. Thats not entirely true as i am here with Qat and Ty. (^_^). I have been here since Wed night, i really love these guys and am happy that they now live only 4 hours away. I am sure that i will spend time up here with them on a regular basis. `i may yet find what that which is missing from my life.

i am typing this on a mac mini - i don't like its keyboard at all...oh my
Qat is next to me typing on my laptop and being creative, Ty is on the other side strumming lightly on his guitar. It makes me blurry eyed (:^_^;).

Soon the time will come for me to find a lair of my own - as is before, i still wish i had the financial where with all to afford to make the move to live closer still to them but four hours are infinitely better than a thousand miles away.

i ran out of ideas already...oh noes!

how can i have a wall of text without bricks?
i am a watcher it seems, watching others from a distance. Both content in what i learn from observation and yet longing to be in the mix of the things they are experiencing. As i set here my eyes drift to the others and i watch them do their things, I listen to the conversations of the ones speaking. Grabbing bits and pieces of what they are talking about and wondering what kind of people they are. Would they be the type of person that would become a friend to me. A new person arrives, another; hello new person to observe. No..observation denotes that i would learn something. It sounds to be a part of the scientific process...no i feel i am a watcher. Yes, it's true i do learn things from watching but not to the level i think that one would gain from a more scientific or cerebral. If its a quality i still posses, i don't feel i utalise it anymore...not to the degree that i once did. No, i don't still have it, it's just not used anymore, not to the degree that i once was capable of.

so like copiers take hard drives - standard ones.
one of mine takes 4 of them. Now i have had this goofy issue with scanning that required me to replace them. You have to replace all 4 of them and they need to all be raw drives. I did so and brought the 4 home with me (there is no warentee on them and i get nothing for turning them back in) all 4 check out in diagnostics with means the scanning issue is likely still not fixed but i now have 4 80Gig drives for free!

actually lots of the drives i have used in places like my server are copier drives - copiers don't have bad sector maping so if one comes up with a bad sector it has to be replaced, i just mark a few sectors before and after the bad spot and some of these drives have been in a server, on 24x7 for a few years without ever failing.

Fuuuuck!

-_-

yeah...and then Goldie gets the Mono so the plans for the guys to come down have been canceled.

Qat and Ty are on the road to Ill. i hope they are safe and doing ok.

tired dragon is tired...

Goldie was over all weekend, we worked on his laptop. Managed to remove vista and replace with XP..All is fine things run great...except for secondlife -_-....

Hopefully some more tweaking and it will run better or i'll have to re-install vista and do a lot of picking at it to make it not suck...

Also did several hours of shopping and mall walking, got a lot of shoping done and i picked up a shiney for my collar...I'll post a pick later

he so warm and snuggely. (*^_^*)
i got him at the pharmacy, when i was sick.

thanksgiving over - back to work ... yeah -_-

Thankyou for the pie Goldie...it really is nummy.

(*^_^*) you should come and help me 'clean' the table more often

yup ... 300,000 miles ... thats a lot of zeros and they looked odd all lined up on my trucks odometer.

normally i set in the chair and compose something to put in here. This time i spent it chatting with a new friend i met in SL.
(^_^)

I'm still sad and a little frumpy; which i would expect.
I think i'll put my anklet back on and put the original tag on it, the one with a small paw on it.

My room is still quite the mess...i should do something about that.

ok, so the LCD is fully repared now and Bill said i could just have it.
I installed it..decided i did not like the way the desk and it played together so..reconfigured it.

That means getting behind the beast that is my desk...i luff the way it has wheels!

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the charm on the anklet...i will treasure it forever.
Scott gave my heart back to me, Love turns back into friendship

It felt different today, not wearing it.
I had gotten used to hearing its tinkle from time to time during the day, the glint of its gold color as i bent over to work on something

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ok so replacing the caps on the powersupply only made the monitor work for a while.
I can hear the starter transformers scream when you turn it on, then the backlight goes back out..
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Poop...
Well i ordered a new powersupply from moniserv.com and it's back up and running for $80
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I am testing it now

so, i downloaded it for the Wii and have been playing it for a while now.
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I don't like it. I loved MegaMan, and i like how they have kept true to the 8 bit of that era up to a point.
the looks is great, the sound is great but it's playability is boring tedious and one of those games where you find yourself dying in the same spot over and over untill you get the exact timing just right or just plain get lucky...

I can't recomend it to anyone

been a slow day at work so far, likely due to the voting; yes I voted.

is it 5 yet?

Spent Halloween night having dinner with step-dad then spent the day with him helping on the house. We got a lot done all the siding is up on the side of the house. Pretty close to being done...nothing else to report, just setting here eating candy, drinking beer.