Vincent The Dragon

Final course grade 100%
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When i pulled into my home state, i decided to pull into the car wash.
Now down here, its cold but there has been no snow.
About 2/3ds of the truck bed was still full of snow and the car wash
employees and patrons are all like "WOW, where did the snow come from"

Anyway, after deciding that the truck could pass through the wash
without a problem; its the kind with the spinning brushes and the
hanging cloth; in it went.

After emerging from the other side and the attendants were done wiping
down the truck, they decided to have a snowball fight...It was the
funniest thing...

I have decided a few things...
I am going to take my life in a new direction, sort of...
No more will i hide in this self-destructive state of self pity.
I have no idea how long this remission thing will last, i may be starting late in life; clumsy and inexperienced though i may be. I will never know the joy of love if i never take the chance.
I have no desire to die alone.
That damnable voice in my head, the one that says what if you do meet that one, what if your struggles come back, how could you put someone you love through the pain of watching you go through that again, what if they leave you because of it...
Voice, why don't you just shut the F--K up.
If they leave me they were not the one, if they stay then we will lean on each other, if i do nothing then this life will have been a waste....