Vincent The Dragon

went to a gay bar with some girl friends i know...First time for me for such a thing. I had fun...too lacking in self confidence to try to dance but...and i don't care for dragg..never have... But it was nice to be hit on by someone, especially since he was nice looking ^_^..ohyeah..er.. um.. i was too nervous and stuff to really make a go if it...and.. well.. he was Pretty drunk..
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Im not a quick relationship or 1 night stand kinda guy, i've never had those kinds of feelings...but the eye candy there was nice ^_^
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still i feel a bit sad..well.. longing is more like it..Even if somehow Scott and I work out to be more than deep friends..its a long ways off..and...i have needs...and I'm not getting them fulfilled RL...I watch them...the couples...holding hands, cuddling in the booths, kissing..close physical contact, a hug...

I'll go back there, see what happens...its not a perfect place for me...loose the dragg, the smoke..and the place Don't have Guinness !
but i got to do something.
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Oh, and Scott...I will get better at StarCraft...i may never win a game with you...but someday , i'll give you a run for your money