Vincent The Dragon

(^_^) He starts Monday.

We went out to celebrate...Diner and a movie with shopping at the mall.

It was really nice to get out of the house for a while.
We might make a trip to the local gay club next week to celebrate with one of his friends.

Got cold and snowy here again, but there has been so much rain..driveway ditchpipe washed out O-o;

If it's not one thing it's another...who knows how much that will cost to replace.

Well...Will is still waiting to hear the final word on his job.
Meanwhile we have gotten him moved here and starting to put his things away.

I continue to be job-less

I hope me and him continue to work out as well as we have (^_^)...build a life together.

Wish i had some friends for us to go hang out with. He has some and we will hang with them as time and money permits but i still wish i had my own peer group...Spending time in the company of others is a good things for us to do, right now we spend all day together, Which is great! However i know we need to socialize as well in order to grow more together.

Well..the job interview up in Urbana was a bust...BUT
I did get a change to see the guys and they got a chance to see my BoyFriend for the first time and they all got along really really well... YAY!

Will's job interview here in Kentucky went really well and it look like he has a good shot at getting the job. That's great! *crosses talons*

my turn next...Neeeeed a job so we can put our lives in order and get on our feet so we can relocate to a better place...Like Urbana or Louisville.
(^_^)

Well..got Will's tooth taken care of via a program at the Health Dept.

Packing up to head up to Illinois tomorrow for a job interveiw..I hope it pans out and i also don't

It would complicate things but also...i don't care to live the rest of my live here in BFE Kentucky

As i type tis my Mate is pacing up and down the hall because he is having very bad pain due to a tooth ache...and there is little i can do to help. It hurts when someone you love is in pain and makes me feel sad on a lot of levels because i am not in a position to help him.

He just got a hair cut with some highlights and looks Hawt!

His job front is looking up, mine stays the same...

Myself, this weekend i decided to take my workstation down to upgrade it's O.S. ... WOW..ok...at 4am i gave up...
...but started on it again at like 9am and had it running by noon. Ubuntu doesn't like it when you dual boot from a Mirrored RAID...Rather the boot-loader doesn't like it. But, i did learn alot about Ubuntu...but i also kinda raised my voice at Will...Sorry baby, i can have a temper when i get frustrated.

It IS nice to have him at my place for this extended period of time, i feel some comfortable in his arms at night.

I love him

I don't want him to leave.

<_< he is still sleeping (*^_^*)

Yesterday being our one month together, i sneeked down and stole my BF off for a bit.

also
I have a cellphone!
i know...most of you are like...so?
believe it or not, this is the first cellphone i have actually owned; before now they were provided by work.

So i have an Nokia E71x which is nice, cheep, and seems to play kinda nice with Linux. When AT&T comes out with their Droid phone and after i find work, i'll switch to it.

I saw it twice and wish i could see it more.
I saw the normal 3D and the IMax 3D (with is awesome)

A friend of mine put it best:

"AVATAR is an absolutely incredibly amazing movie. The story line was expertly developed, there was lots of fast action and adventure and a vast amount of the scenery and just plane sights in the mover were incredibly fantastic. Fantasy and Science Fiction were woven together superbly to tell the never-ending story of corporate greed verses the indigenous populace and their ecology. Cathy the story of the love of a people for their land and the love affair between the two main characters was beautifully portrayed and the 3-D technology was flawless; not over done however, it drew you right into the movie in a fashion that immersed you in the story. With out a doubt this is one of the most excellent movies I have ever seen if not the best."

If you read up on How this movie came to be..not only it it awesome to your senses, but technologically brilliant and with these newly made camera and content creation tools; will change the way grand movies are made.

My relationship with William is progressing at a frightening rate, but that good!

Took him up to my dads for the holiday...he fits in there quite well. (We won the Star Trek Sceen-it game)

He took me to his sisters for new years...had a blast, and i fit in there just fine.
I drank too much... (-_-)...(We won the first round of Rummy but i was pretty much too drunk to play the second round well so we lost that one)

Then took him home with me, will return him tomorrow...Shhh...he is napping atm.
(^_^)
still looking for a job and i have an interview set up in Illinois; he is fine with the possibility of living there and i am fine with moving to other places if he finds better employment first. Looking in Louisville and surrounding areas.

I feel well at ease around him, he cares about me and is sensitive to my needs.
Love blooms
(*^_^*)

Mom and him get along well...She took us all out to see Avatar in 3d!. Great movie, my first 3D movie.

my first round of unemployment runs out this week...scared about that...

(^_^) We seem to go well together...sure i still have questions, issues and want to take it slow.
But i am off the market while we get to know each other more.

*sigh* but its a really nice feeling to have a boy freind
(*^_^*)

and..not much to say.
Going out with William again tomorrow.

Still thinking about stuff, working it out in my head

got all the FurBabies pics back up and running on that part of the blog.

Also, met a guy; his name is William. We went out once, well...movie and dinner at my place, nice guy, going to see each other some more and see what happens. ^_^

When i read a good book, one that tugs at feelings; it makes me cry.
Good movies will too I try to hide it for some silly reason when i am around others..i need to work on that, allowing myself to be myself.
anyway

This is the first book i have read that falls into the romance novel description, smutty one too(which i enjoyed much).
it leaves me happy, sad, longing for a deep relationship, wishing things had turned out a bit better in my live than they have, wishing i did not live so much of my life confused and closeted.

it was a good book
Out of Position by Kyell Gold
and it will be on my mind for a while.

You are brought up to beleive that crying is bad...It's not..And its better if there is someone you care for there with you.
One of the memories that weighs most heavy on what makes me ME, is being held by someone that cared for me, and i cared for him; while sobbing. The reason for the crying on my part was one of loss and deep sadness, but the tenderness of the moments there, being held...I wish for those moments, hoping sceptically that they will happen again.

P.S.
i knew you were not ready, so i never said it.
You needed...we both needed, to do some things. Oats to sow i guess, but in my mind i hoped you would realise something and come to me. It did not happen and i think you knew the thing i never said and that is why things ended the way they did.
I think now, i should have told you that i loved you.
I suppose i still do, or this p.s. would not be here. Will time give me the things i need to get over you or will i always long for your return?
...damn it..

well...
Every day i check the job listings and find less and less...I don't know what i am going to do.

I beat the Metroid Prime trilogy i got for my birthday but can't unlock the extra stuff since i don't have any friends to give the in-game 'friend vouchers' to.

Moms off visiting a friend for the week and the house has been all mine. Good time to have people over or something but no luck there. And no prospects either.

the Holiday season is upon me and i don't have much money to work with, if any at all.

Started reading Out of Position by Kyell Gold, for a smut filled erotic tale, it's quite good so far.

I have run out of things to do on the house other than projects i don't have the cash to start

Mostly, i am just bored and lonely.

and updates..umm...lets see...

completed Metroid Prime 2...watched movies. StarGate Universe is shaping up to be a really good program.
ate turkey
fiddled with things about the house
yeah, that's it

but...Prince and IT got scared and held each others paws..
Arwwww...